Where did everyone go. I’m in the mind of a dying man and what have i found? That when I said those things from my mouth. Each one was a serious dedication in Lou. What can I do else? I feel like a burden to all around me but that’s okay I need to strengthen myself to make new way. But all i consider to be good frompast and future circumstance is you. I wish I didn’t act so childish. I’m done with it regardless if how hurt or affected by anything, for now… With you, I will cover this in a veil.. for an all i want is your joy.
Where did everyone go. I’m in the mind of a dying man and what have i found? That when I said those things from my mouth. Each one was a serious dedication in Lou. What can I do else? I feel like a burden to all around me but that’s okay I need to strengthen myself to make new way. But all i consider to be good frompast and future circumstance is you. I wish I didn’t act so childish. I’m done with it regardless if how hurt or affected by anything, for now… With you, I will cover this in a veil.. for an all i want is your joy.
Life has completely altered its way of walking. It’s weird for me to think about all the different things I’m going to be doing now. I think now more so then ever before we would have done our best.. but that road has been destroyed. Left in the ruin and the wreckage of our everyday living out nightmare. I realized at the end I really don’t give a fuck what goes down or who experiences it with me. I left one wandering a long time, all along her mind was on mine… And when I had the opurtunity to tell her I said nothing but remarks of my own drama. I feel I gave been places in between what I want and have. Dreaming and thinking of all this shit that’s on my mind is kind of difficult. And I know a thing or two of trials… But I’m struggling to stay asleep…
A bottle note I set out with no name. I don’t mind if i do this alone to be honest.
Holy hell. I just realized something. The universe absorbed you and now aligned I sit staring in awe. As my jaw clashes with gravel I remember the start. Maybe I caught you to early. But for some reason I couldn’t step away. So many times we walked away from each other but why? Anger. Disrespect. Things we need to focus and avoid. I just see you and in I fall. Standing deep until I choose to speak clearly enough for red wood to see.
I am done tonight with habils lip. I sat on top of it, absorbed its planets like sport. Stepping my feet away slowly already.
Be strong you still gotta pay for all your tickets Camrun. And find a place to stay with haste.
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Been a while since I’ve thought about it. I made a lot of mistakes. The reason being I rushed to be next to you again. Patience was something distant from me in those days. Lovingly I stepped into thee, gripping my mind around yours and establishing joy. I just wish now my pace was half as quick. I was young then… I still am.
Oh mother, I wish you didn’t lay so much stress on your head. Backed up against the wall. You lay strong not yet dead. We fight out alone, this hell we call home. Entranced in, felt a victim of sin. Stronger now I hope we can get it. Off of your back. Laid myself through it. I now without home am still going to be perfectly fine. If not i’ll butcher it.
Y3eeeeeeeeahhhh
Life.
Rough as all hell.
Writing from my phone is a challenge i seldom accept. But here:
The best thing I’ve come to find you can do in your life is not take it all so seriously. My friend Jake told me that one day in passing and i think i finally understand what he was proposing.
We have to find out how to enjoy our life with as little conflict of stress as possible. How do we do that… We realize the world revolves around the sun and not us. We realize that bad things will come our way and there’s nothing we can do to change that. We take into account that things don’t always work out but that doesn’t change your stance on them. We realize that we need to focus on joy and not take life so seriously. Because we are fragile but we are also strong.
A bottled note I found.
