February 2012
27 posts
I’m playing a concert at my dream venue. Fuck yes
Religion is retarded.
Pleasure pulled knocked down. Ain’t it great to feel alone. Not a fact known to me, I wish you’d be free. No plot sought. I respect you most, I trigger your lot, boast.
Wow.
What is this tangent unknown to me. Swallowed while I was trying to sleep. As my lips collapse and there to my lungs, I now deal with the repression of my decor. Fell back into the same spot a lonesome rot. I need to grow up and deal with my own problems. Apart from this sphere I’m not belonging too.
alone and okay
I feel how I imagine it always felt through it. It blows.
I would much rather ride this road while massaging your knots out. I don’t care what you trade for, your skin is prize enough.
Came across a formspring about me. And I have to say, :) didn’t bother me at all.
Ready to experience real human contact.
On my skin
This place is awesome but its the opposite of where I belong. I do not regret it though I learned a lot about a lot.
Maybe some other day.
Without it.
That is hard for my brain to align with, and If we are new I feel you a artifact unacceptable of a benign thing such as me. Chyeah I shall grow though. But I will not stop, I will not until you break me, or I hear your voice say….
“an apocalypse is headed your way”
I meant everything I’ve ever said in this long life. At request of me, I turned down ten...
Unsettling news for a pioneer like myself. Trampled the trail I once led, improved myself after every mistake. For what?
To improve my position, no way. To change my disposition, and possible positive of sitting close to my youth. For I wish to still be engaged. Standing next to an honest shape. My kind is arrest. For my actions in all that have decided the brain, nervously I watch on preserving...
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The bipolar habits of a man arrest. Ill advised words from a golden human being. I need to understand the implications of these things. I feel air upon arrival, for you its okay. I the standard.
Fresh air.
I found myself thinking of our “good days” dancing session today. I came into a number of things at this time. Some of which were observations some were thoughts. All of which in regards to me as an individual. The most deafening sound someone can hear is that of their lovers disinterest. I’ve heard it and so have you, when you finally gave it to me, at first I didn’t...
Hurt. It’s gone, your reading everything but this.
I love you, that’s the only reason those things effect me so easily. On the contrary I should accept your words if that’s the case. U just feel like I always instigated I love yous now.
Can’t even begin. Hardened, callous, chaunt. What is the verdict, I will wake early dawn, dwell in caverns I fear and eat but scraps.
Perpendicular to this, a shape nor frame wanting me. It could have been anyone this saddened me beyond everything else. What happened to thee, what a disgrace became me.
I’m tired of being side lined by everyone.I have starter ability. Fuck it imma do me.
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I can’t help but feel like everything you say is void. I hear what your saying but your actions are far left of it. I understand now consequence for I am living it. I wait, no wander here.
I sit, deserving this. Pity party myself again. Stop being a panzy cam. Do you.
I disagree with every single piece of advice you were given and resent everything aboutt those statements unless they are...
I have no place to sleep . and all I wanna do is lay with you
Now I know the feeling. I’ll earn the other one back. If I’ve learned anything through this job its that people with love being shot at them will reflect just that, wish i knew that sooner. Or… Rather wish i implemented that sooner. Tomorrow is gonna start with court and end with an absurd amount of joy.
I just want things to work out. I understand the stipulations and am ready...
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I just wish you would instigate a conversation so I understood that you still care
January 2012
26 posts
Where did everyone go. I’m in the mind of a dying man and what have i found? That when I said those things from my mouth. Each one was a serious dedication in Lou. What can I do else? I feel like a burden to all around me but that’s okay I need to strengthen myself to make new way. But all i consider to be good frompast and future circumstance is you. I wish I didn’t act so...
Holy hell. I just realized something. The universe absorbed you and now aligned I sit staring in awe. As my jaw clashes with gravel I remember the start. Maybe I caught you to early. But for some reason I couldn’t step away. So many times we walked away from each other but why? Anger. Disrespect. Things we need to focus and avoid. I just see you and in I fall. Standing deep until I choose to...
Been a while since I’ve thought about it. I made a lot of mistakes. The reason being I rushed to be next to you again. Patience was something distant from me in those days. Lovingly I stepped into thee, gripping my mind around yours and establishing joy. I just wish now my pace was half as quick. I was young then… I still am.
Oh mother, I wish you didn’t lay so much stress on your head. Backed up against the wall. You lay strong not yet dead. We fight out alone, this hell we call home. Entranced in, felt a victim of sin. Stronger now I hope we can get it. Off of your back. Laid myself through it. I now without home am still going to be perfectly fine. If not i’ll butcher it.
Life.
Rough as all hell.
Writing from my phone is a challenge i seldom accept. But here:
The best thing I’ve come to find you can do in your life is not take it all so seriously. My friend Jake told me that one day in passing and i think i finally understand what he was proposing.
We have to find out how to enjoy our life with as little conflict of stress as possible. How do we do that… We realize the...
Stretched just enough. Your strong.
I’m forever greatful for you. Thankyou.
I think I shall go on searching for that which I wish not to obtain for being conquerable here with you is prize enough to win. I enjoy what you are always have.
Drunk as fuck deserving of this I’m sure. Regardless I wait for the day yor ready to settle on my actions and accept me as is. Humbled just to be in sight of you , regardless of how many men you March with on front of me.
abigail katindig: I must take a second look. →
abcgail:
I adore ambiguous writing. The possibilities are limitless and the audience adapts the author’s words to any current or relative situation in their life. But I wonder if we are all wrong in our interpretations. The author committed his or her thoughts to paper and ink. They must have been aware of…
What if the writer actually wanted it to be that way and left it open for...
Life in the muse of an uproar my soul needs focus. Heartburn felt the way u hoped I never would I. Realize life is long. When I look back I wish I could say I’m proud of all of it. I got some work to do
life is the body in the tabernacle for which we worship we alone set confused and distraught over the mistakes I’ve made. life is but nothing. Nothing at all. A grouping.of shortcomings in display for my nemesis to view, and u care not. I care of tomorrow not of yesterday.